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[March 20, 2006]
This is for Anna...
Just got off MY piano, and we have quite a similar range. I can comfortably sing to a C below middle C (if I warmed up and maybe got some lessons I might be able to do a B. I can do it, but it's a rather weak note, and there is no tone to it). Going up? I start having to slide into my falsetto around G or A above middle C. Can squeak my way up to a C above middle C, but that's about it. Maybe if I was belting things out... but either way, I don't really have much of a range... and far too low to be able to sing along to songs.. everyone looks at me funny because all of a sudden there will be this low voice coming out of nowhere as I drop the octave...
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[February 19, 2006]
one of my boy birds is a girl bird. WTF?
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[December 14, 2005]
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To my dearest pupa_queen [September 21, 2005]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!



NYAP!
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[September 15, 2005]
1. Go to google.
2. Type in the word FAILURE (no brackets or anything, just the word alone), and hit enter.
3. Laugh and pass it on.


To all the Bush supporters, sorry if this offends you. But I do have a question. After all the things that have gone on, if you can still stand behind your leader, I say good for you for having such loyalty. However... are Bush supporters still able to admit the mistakes that he has made in the past 6 months alone? Kind of a silly question, but one that I have wondered for a long time. Do you have blind faith in your government, or do you simply have faith?

And not like Canada can talk to much... I mean, we can't even put a new Governor General in place without a scandal of some kind :)
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[September 13, 2005]
Hey, anybody watch Gilmore Girls or CSI? I don't have cable, so if you watch either of those can you let me know what happens?
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Wow, I'm suprised it worked! [August 29, 2005]
You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
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[August 26, 2005]
This isn't the long update I was planning on posting, but I'm bored so...

Well, turns out that I have developed an allergy to Vanilla Vodka (Stolis) Very sad turn of events, it's my favourite. I had one drink on Wednesday night, and all of a sudden all the muscles in my torso tensed up (If you touched my shoulders, it felt more like my knee cap) Hurt like a MOTHER. Then the inablity to breathe hit me.. even more fun. So yeah, no more Stolis... I think I might as well die now.

Yeah! Going to Calgary in... 2 days! POssibly 3.. I have to get a hold of Bean to figure out when I can get to his couch. I cant wait, I'm going to see the zoo, the science place, and art gallery, a museum... weeeee :)
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[August 21, 2005]
[ mood | amused ]

Wow, is this not the revolting layout ever?? I LOVE IT.

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[August 19, 2005]
I think it's time I do a large post, comment to some of you... but today just isn't that day.

And Anna? I'm working on an email...
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Stolen from mercury_ca [August 10, 2005]
sagittarius
You are a Sagittarius, the dare-devil of the
Zodiac. You love to take risks, are open,
adventurus, creative, impulsive, fun and funny,
independent, idealistic, kind, and you see the
big pictue and tell it like you see it!! Of all
the animals you are most like a horse, you love
to run wild and freeand just like a majestic
horse you are spirited, strong, powerfull and
fast!!

-your lucky colors are silver (the color of magic)
and purple (the color of royalty)

-you metal is tin

-your precious stone is turquoise

-the parts of the body that you rule are your
liver, hips, and thighs

-your lucky day of the week is thursday

-the planet which you are ruled by is jupiter


-your best love match can be an aquarius, aries,
leo, gemini, and sometimes your own sagittarius


What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign? (for guys and girls with incredibly detailed answers and incredible pictures+READ MEMO PLEASE)
brought to you by Quizilla
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[August 10, 2005]
Oh, remember that knee thingy? Thought I had a lack of cartilage? Nope.. it's Osteo Arthritis. Cool, eh?
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[August 2, 2005]

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Zang! Who is that, sprinting over the tarmac! It is Kizzle07, hands clutching a piece of chainlink fence! She bellows apocalyptically:

"In the name of Thor the Mighty, I slice through beating hearts until my loins find satisfaction!!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

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[July 31, 2005]
Hey, anyone know anyone someone warm that works at/runs/could get me in a touch with a place that needs a waitress/bartender for a month?
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[July 28, 2005]
[ mood | enraged ]

Who the heck throws their car, house AND work keys into a dumpster in one go?!?! Well, apparently I do. And who can't find them after they are thrown into that said dumpster? Once again, Katie's raising her hand...


Poop.

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[July 19, 2005]
I went and picked up my car last week! WOOT WOOT! So spoiled. On my way home I stopped in Salmo to fill up (I was paranoid that I'd run out of gas going over the Salmo/Creston pass) and it was 99 cent/litre! What the heck?!?! What is gas like where you guys all live? That ridiculous?
When I first got back to Cranbrook I stopped at Walmart to pick up some car polish... and someone backed into me! I just about started crying. But it was just a little scratch on the plastic bumper, so I picked up some paint from the dealership...everything is taken care of :) But either way, I'm having a great time driving my car around. It drives really really well.

Dean and I have been hanging out a lot. Just as friends, but we were great friends. He starts counselling next week.
I met a guy through Pius named Dave. Probably the most genuinely nice person I've ever met. I have to admit there is interest. But I'm not fully ready to say that Dean and I will never ever happen again (Even though I kind of doubt we will) So where do I go? The super nice person, or the guy that cheated on me, called me a c*nt, but is still my best friend? Currently I'm just sticking with the fact that am completely unable of being in a relationship. I think I'll just stick with that until both guys lose interest. I'm an emotional mess. I love it.
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Stolen from manoman and pupa_queen [July 12, 2005]
Some of you I hardly know at all, but you friended me and I thank you. But here's a thought: why not take this opportunity to tell me a little something about yourself. Any old thing at all. Just so the next time I see your name I can say: "Ah, there's so and so...she wears mismatched socks." I'd love it if every single person who friended me would do this. Yes, even you people who I know really well. Then post this in your own journal.
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Stolen from ANNA! [July 12, 2005]
1. Copy and paste this into your journal: <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b>
2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are!


kizzle07
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It's the last post about the break up, I promise. [July 6, 2005]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Ok, I know you are all tired of hearing about Dean. But right now I don't care. Nobody else seems to want to listen to me vent, and while you guys can just skip this, you can't stop it from being written. So either read it for entertainment, or just skip on to the next one.

I know I did the right thing. I really do. No matter how much it hurts, I feel like I have made the right move. When we were together, I was filled with doubts about it (I know every relationship has doubts, but it was to the point where most of the time I was at his house, all I wanted to do was go home) I know this is just that stereotypical breakup phase where you wonder if you made a mistake, but...

I never thought I'd have to do anything this hard. I never thought that I would have to walk away from someone I loved, to break his heart AND mine, and move on. I never thought I'd have to let myself hurt this much, or to have to CAUSE myself to hurt this much. I'm not only lonely and missing my best friend... I am also feeling like crap because he is hurting. I know, I know, he hurt me lots, I shouldn't care, but I do. It's a well known fault of mine as all my friends would point out... I'm compassionate to a fault.

Dean isn't good with people. He pushes them away, and other then me he really had nobody he could talk to. Now that I'm not there... all I can think of is the fact that he is alone. He has nobody. He must be so... BLAH... right now. I can't even explain it, does anybody understand how I'm feeling? And the fact that he can't bring himself to be my friend now, even though we actually were best friends? (I honestly would say he was the best friend I EVER had) It hurts that I've lost my best friend out of all of this. I mean, I could have carried on with him, but by the end of it we would have HATED eachother. At least we can have some decent memories of eachother.

I miss my friend. I hate that I hurt my friend. I hate that I had to walk away like it didn't matter, that I had to see him cry, and had to see him become so damn weak. I hate that I can't figure myself out, that I'm so hurt, that I feel like such a bad person. I don't think I have ever thought less of myself then I do now. I forgave the cheating, the verbal abuse, the bad drunk nights... but I didn't forget. A good person would have forgotten them, but I couldn't let go of the effects they had on my and on the relationship. I hate that no matter how much a little part of me wants him back, I know that it can't happen. I hate that I've never felt more alone, more lost or more confused in my life. I hate that I still think he's beautiful, that I still love the geeky things he did, that I still think my head fit perfectly on his shoulder. And I hate that how much I cry about it now is how much I cried while I was in the relationship. I hate that part of me is already over the whole thing, and ready to move on. I hate that I still smell his cologne EVERYWHERE, that I can't listen to my favourite CD without thinking about him, and that I can't call him up and ask him what that great saying his grandpa used to say was.

Anna, I wish that you lived in Cranbrook right now... I could use a coffee visit. I'm never near my phone much, but if you ever feel up for being my shoulder to cry on... (250) 420-7147 (cell number...the house phone is apparently broken)

I feel so guilty about causeing all this hurt, and feeling like I might be able to move on quickly. And I really, really, really miss my best friend.

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[July 6, 2005]
Someone, please tell me that I'm doing the right thing and it's going to get better...
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